I really should never be left alone with my thoughts, especially if music is involved. There are certain moments and certain songs that places my mind in a place where I never want to be in. I wish I could free myself from these places, liberate myself from these chains. I just want to be able to think without constrain, without having to be put in pain and have to force myself out of darkness. 

I guess all I want is an escape. A way out of my mind, a way out of my thoughts. 
I just want it to stop.