Mush

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way

(Sonnet XVII)

I loved you more than what i have planned.

which is weird and brave and honest and pure.

Silly Ikea moments

but not so crazy i-can't-live-without-you kind of love.

just fun love

I'm scared but still i let my walls crumble down for you.

because you once said "No day but today or life is yours to miss"

those 3:00 a.m. phone calls, our usual Sunday and Monday breakfast

our petty fights and the way you hold my hand.

the way you look at me and the way you call out my name

the look on your face when you search for me in a crowded place.

your air-drum face.

I have found peace.