hello blogspot world. i missed you!
..............................................was not able to blog for quite sometime,that's why i have a lot of things to rant, to babble and rave about.
1. ohhhhhhhhkay let me start with these 2 words: I'M INLOVE.
head over heels fckin inlove.
hahahahaha well it started out like this. I was hanging out with this crazy loser dude who has a kid and he kept beating around the bush about his feelings for me, saying that he likes me tralalalala but kept on flirting with other girls and making up stories that caused a holocaust spread of rumors about him and me at the office which i hated because 3/4 of the story is made up. then, i confronted him, found put that he was the one who was spreading the rumors. ok to cut the story short. i stopped seeing him.
then.............. this basterd trainer that I literally and figuratively feared back when i was still a trainee added me on fb while he was in Pampanga. accepted his friend request and chatted with him because he casually asked my new schedule. I hated his guts and he was hell intimidating..
One time he said hi before my shift started and the rest is history.....................................................................
hahahahaha but seriously, what happened is he joined our wave for lunch, he was making kwento like crazy, he's funny and smart and he's a geek which i find cute. hahaha then we went out on a group date, met his mom, ate at Shakey's, that rootbeer tower and frosted mug was epic.
from that day on, we would stay in the pantry, talking about everything under the sun, until one day, he finally told me he likes me. I was blunt, bold and honest with my reply, I simply said, I'm not ready, i want my alone time and Im enjoying our friendship. He understood. and that was the beauty of it, he was man enough to respect my decision but he did not gave up on me like most of other guys do when they get "basted". We will talk and talk and talk for hours not caring about other people or me, in this case, sleeping. Our conversations were smart, witty, deep, funny and grown up.
then.. this crazy rumor from that loser started, for some reason i felt like I was Olive Penderghast (Emma Stone) from Easy A. I was the talk of the town, people giving me judgemental stares, darting looks and i felt like crap, I even thought about resigning. Then he was there.
just there, his presence, his wit, his awfully intimidating guts, his New Yorker attitude, his astounding smart banters, his sweet ways and his Mr. I-KNOW-ALL-THE-RIGHT-THINGS-TO-SAY-TO-MAKE-YOU-FEEL-OK substance, his amazing baked zitti and herbed chicken, his HAHAH laugh, his stories about life and his travels and a lot more made me fall inlove.
We ate dinner somewhere, stayed there till sunrise just talking, eating, talking, eating, talking... then i fell inlove. and i have been inlove since that epic day.
2. I LOST FRIENDS AND HAVE ACQUIRED NEW ONES.
the rumor thing made me realize who my real friends was and the whole issue between me and tim separated the good tomatoes to the ugly rotten ones. Most of my close friends during training showered me with judgement and knife-cutting words that i don't deserve instead of just being happy for me because i was happy. i may have hurt them because i made a promise not to have a bf, but its not like i made a pact with them. Now, i have acquired AWESOME NEW FRIENDS WITH TATTOOS AND ALSO WITHOUT TATTOOS, met them and fell in-love with them too, i cannot ask for more.. hahahahaha moving on..............................
3. I almst applied for resignation, but I changed my mind. Its hard to look for a job nowadays so i have to be put my thinking hat on and simply think before making a decision.
4. I met His mom formally, meaning me... introduced as gf haha, who plays banduria for a rondalla, who speaks chabacano and spanish, who has really amazing cooking skills and 50 million times funnier than Timothy James Romero (bomb just dropped hahaha) over at dunkin donuts, the day i looked like crap and has laryngitis. Tita Cielo gave me Pei Pa Koa which was really really sweet. then following day, i was invited over for lunch and we ate baked beef and bellpeppers and tinola for lunch. OH MY. what a day. moving on......
5. I met his dad. friday night, when i thought we will go out with his friends for a formal dinner at Malen's in Noveleta (http://www.facebook.com/pages/Malens-Restaurant/134455839935893), amazing food, ambiance and he's friends with the head chef, hahaha! I met his dad for the first time and i again, looked like crap. talk about a second time victim of his ASTOUNDING SPONTANEITY. more details on the following post.. :)
I HAVE A LOT OF THINGS TO BLOG ABOUT, BUT I CHOSE TO KEEP IT FOR MYSELF, STILL WAITING FOR REALITY TO SINK IN. hahahaha
