Im ok and all, but i just feel that something in my life is missing. I really don't know, honestly? if i was asked "What do you want?" or "What do you need?", i'll be lost for words.
After college graduation, i think that was the only time i grew up. Im such a baby at things, confined in this little box wanting to burst out, wanting to taste freedom, wanting more.... (saying this kind of reminds me the stacie orrico song, there's gotta be more to life)
I'm not saying that i want someone new or im to attracted someone, its just that i really want to be alone. being in a relationship for almost 4 years makes you think about stuff, you know. Questioning yourself because you got too involve you forget what you like and the only thing you like is your other half's likes. hard to explain. really.
Im not really sure of what i want, who i want or what i want to do. maybe if i was given a time alone, you know just to "Eat. pray. love." i'll figure that out, eventually. but the thing is, Im scared of making decisions that i might regret in the future. idk. i'll just have to figure this myself, in the meantime, i'll just have to let this be.
